I guess I’m bad on finishing things in general… I don’t wanna be sassy or too impulsive, so I drag into my thoughts and reconsider, reconsider, reconsider….
It’s not always a good choice tho, sometimes, and most of the times, it is just a relief to get it done, the decision I mean… get over it.
transition times are hard… so hard… specially with no perspective. between two spaces and not in any of them… too smart for one, too dummy for another…
who knows… maybe I was too optimistic, maybe I’m too pessimistic now… I’m lost
which world do I belong? I feel like a 16-yo trying to find her group… desiring to fit it… contradiction rules!
bending the rules and keeping it forward and curvy